my friends hate me. they don’t want me to talk to them. i’ve been kicked many times for no reason. even me leaving a thoughtful message of my mental pain had no effect on the issue. they seem to not care. everything that has been happening recently is just hurting me inside. i feel so hated by everyone. i can’t even escape to scratch anymore because of stress. all i can do is suffer. on a meetup in pt i was joking around with one of the attendants and i didn’t know they were so sensitive. i felt so crappy i had to be dismissed by the leader. im so horrible and terrible snd just the worst. i hate myself so much.
