~My Story~ so ever since i was 9 i always was so anxious and i felt i didn't belong, i shouldn't be here i was anxious about everything! my looks, how i acted, the gender i liked, and especially if i was skinny enough and that's when the starving began, i was really anorexic and i had anxiety and i just recently realised i have BDD and basically i've been labeled many things and people think because i don't like myself i'll be mean to them or hurt them which is completely not true! i'll actually be way nicer to you than i am to myself! i think i'm evil, i'm a devil, i don't deserve all these incredible people in my life i'm sorry guys! i'm sorry i've got anorexia and anxiety and BDD and PTSD! i'm sorry i'm not the perfect person you thought i was! i'm sorry i'm not the perfect person i'm supposed to be!
