Heh Rant about school below, But yeah- Enjoy hearing about my stuff/ Hey uh, So.. Today the news for returning to school was announced. I have the choice to go back to school or stay digital, and i want to stay digital. and my mom agrees with me saying that i can do whatever i want. But my Grandmother and Dad don't. They think i need to go back for the thing that i love. Which is band. But, My 7th grade year was probably the worst year of my life. I was depressed throughout the entire year, faking my emotions to everyone. my world just shut down, and 2 horrific, Traumatizing things happened to me last year, that both have to do with things that could get the culprit arrested within school. All of my friends betrayed me, and school in general where i go is just hell. I am honestly scared to return. I cry any time just thinking about it. The pandemic has actually been a positive thing for me, Unlike everyone else, I have never felt upset, Scared or anxious. and its just been nice for me, i get to talk to you guys which you guys are my only true friends, and i just need to continue that. I don't know what to do and i want to talk to my mom about my feelings tonight. My Nana just said she may up moving schools, But that is just an even worse feeling. I hate it, I hate it with everything in me. But yeah, What do you guys think?
