ginger cat : Sqirrleflight Light Gray Kit ~ Jaykit Black Kit ~ Hollykit Golden Kit ~ Lionkit ignore "tears streaming down your face" part. when she says "the shadows almost killed the light" it means (spoiler alert! past this point is filled with spoilers!) the attack of the dark forest cats. this is a memory she had about when her life was perfect and Lionkit, Hollykit and Jaykit didn't know Sqirrleflight was not there mother.
thanks to darkycat
