sky. @Crystxl-Skys. I'm sorry. I know you have no reason to, but listen to me, even just for five minutes. I was only trying to help. I know that doesn't seem to make sense, considering how much I've hurt, but let me explain. Once upon a time, there was a studio. a secret studio. it was supposed to be for ranting. just for super important things, things that couldn't be talked about in public, between a group of very close friends. that's not how it turned out. as the group grew and got more popular, the studio started to turn into less of a little area for a little friend group and more into a famous scratcher hangout or some kind of exclusive club, which it was never supposed to be. the content of the studio also started to change, from serious rants to gossip. I felt bad for being included in something like that. So I tried to change things. first I tried to get more people invited to the studio, but everyone insisted on keeping it as small as possible. Next, I tried to stop the gossip. I tried to calmly tell people to be more kind and considerate, but it didn't work. Then I tried the talking-behind-back strategy, which was a bad choice. it just ended up with more people being mad. I didn't know what to do, ok? I knew being too exclusive was a problem, and I was trying to solve it, but I didn't have a good solution. So I thought of an idea. we could have the studio be public. that way, maybe people would just talk instead of gossiping and be less rude. I presented the idea in the secret studio, and although ducky made the studio, I came up with the idea. When I envisioned the studio, I thought of it as a kind, inclusive kind of place where everyone could talk, chat, and just generally hang out. That's not how it turned out. I didn't mean for it to be exclusive. I kept suggesting people to invite to the public studio, in the secret studio, because I didn't want to invite people without permission, and every single person seemed to have to go through intense background check, and... it wasn't what I wanted at all. so I made the other studio, the inclusive one, the one currently called "socialization". I was trying to help, to make a place where for once, everyone would belong. but it didn't work. this is simple. I tried. I failed. Now I have to pay the consequences. I'm sorry for what I didn't do, that I somehow failed you, but I just want you to know that I tried. <3
