Smol vent: Okay, so Each day the latest i end up staying on an electronic is 4:00 am I am my worst enemy, and I'm way too self deprecating. Every night, I try to go to sleep. I then find myself starting to cry into my pillow. I get back on whichever device im using, and calm down.. Why not try to sleep again? Then it repeats. I'm usually very happy, but that's more of a mask. I'm kind of pessimistic. But only kind of. Like, mostly realist, but I have many pessimistic views on certain subjects, too. I may have many friends, but I can't talk to them. My personal computer is locked almost all the time. What's happened to me? I can't pay attention in school anymore. I can't make more friends. I'm getting worse at coding. This wasn't the case before this..disaster. Now I'm a huge mess. I'm not taking a break, don't worry. This is just a vent. But my question is... Do people even care about me? Am I just a useless mess? Can you hear me? My name is Gio#### G#####, a 10 year old athiest from Arizona. Im normally very energetic, and nice. But ever since we all shut down it all fell apart... Anyway, please, call me GG. I hope we can all be friends!