why i have been inactive

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Well folks, it's that time again where I leave this site forever. This time for real. I've grown too old for Scratch and attached are some really terrible memories. It all started back in late (?) 2016 when I first joined this site. was in middle school and you know how everyone was back in those days. Ignorant, selfish, inconsiderate about consequences, you know? The account was named @RexVal (my retired fursona & real name fused together) and honestly, all of the content there is just..... C R I N G E It was mostly just CC's and animation memes. Nothing interesting about it, if I must say. But I enjoyed being there. I met some cool people and lost some along the way. I got locked out of my first account in March-April (at this point idec anymore lol) so I made a new one. @RexVal2_0 Unfortunately I deactivated it due to a severely low mental state, and because I was going into my first year of high school. I regret doing it so much... But that account had so many terrible memories. Even worse than my first account. I was in a remarkably rough spot in my life when all of this happened and I felt like I've lost control of it at that time. Luckily enough I've (mostly) recovered from my traumatic past. Now comes November 2018. The month I've decided to come back and check up on my old friends one last time. But to see that almost all of them have left during my disappearance. Till this day I'm still trying to find all of those old friends. No luck whatsoever. As time went by, I've started realizing what I want in life and who I should let in and out, which meant for me to disappear for such a long time. The reason why I've stumbles upon this account once again was because of someone that has found Snowfall (my main fursona) on Toyhouse (you can find me at SN0WFAII. All of my socials are on there too) and I've realized how far I've come ever since the first time I used this website. Like a wise person once said, all good things come to an end. Although I may have had a really bumpy road, I enjoyed being on Scratch with every single ounce of my living. I'm just too old to be using it anymore. I would want to delete my account, but I still want to see if my old friends can find me. I'll just have to leave this godforsaken account collecting cobwebs. If you have made it to the end, thank you. so much.