It's pretty terrible right now sorry
The breeze of summer knocks at my door And I reach out the window to find The little chirps from the birds that echo as they sing in the sky. -- I put my half read book to the side And with a smile ask, “Oh from where have you flew?” Wearing my blindfold I knew it was still only 3 afternoon…. -- This world is plain and simple it seems Yes I know that it’s me who is strange. I’m just a monster that nobody gets and this will not ever change. -- Deep in the woods hidden out of their view There is a house that was made to keep me from their sight And surely that’s why nobody would ever dream of stopping by Don’t show them your eyes! I shut my heart and my mind Cause all alone is all how I can live my life. With every day seeing only these things in this house at my side. -- All my dreams they all come from the books that I read So if I dream a world that I never will see Would you forgive those childish thoughts of mine please? -- Softly said it had followed me Within this crazy world that I was born into There was life inside me, Ever so faintly beating. Tell me out in that world so wide Is there a future that I dream one day will come find me? Today I’ll wait again. One day I’m sure it’ll knock at my door. -- In a daze I stare at the sky When a noise breaks the quiet around There was a voice calling out and I froze at the fright of the sound I stumbled around and knock down the tea And it spilled over all of the desk “What do I do”? I had thought as I trembled in fear at my bed... “If you meet their eyes “They’ll turn to stone at the sight” Is what my parents had told to me countless times. I was the same and could do nothing more than cry out in the night. Books and fairytales have monsters and freaks all the same They all are feared and hated they’re lost and ashamed. And I’m no different. God please just take me away! -- Knocking loud it had called to me The very sound that I both feared and dreamed And my chest was tightening dearly Oh God I can’t think clearly! This wide world I had yearned to find And prayed would call out with ever so softly a beating Found me more easily Than ever I knew or had hoped it would be. -- Finding me alone hid away down and cowering The person looked on with such surprising eyes “If you look my way then your body turns to stone.” I said shaking, but they just smiled back, “All throughout my life I’ve been scared of living too” So scared like I had been frozen into stone, “But hey don’t you think our world would be so much brighter” “If we weren’t so scared to go?” -- Ringing out was a sound so bright My heart was filled with such imagination Of what that world would be like Its pounding had echoed inside Tell me you who could bring me there What sort of future for us both is out and waiting? If I get lost again I hope you’ll come and you’ll find me again. The breeze of summer calls out again It gently blows back the hood you had gave. And then I smiled as ever so gently it danced and it swayed…
