This was written on 10/16/2020. Just for you to know if I post it at a later date. ---- Uhm, I'd tell you what this is, but you saw the title. I’d really definitely regret just leaving scratch mysteriously at some point of my life, so I decided that I’m going to leave this account and leave the comments open on another one I’ve created. (The username’s inside the sprite, and please don’t post it in the comments, because I’ll probably delete it and nobody wants that.) Now, here are the actual reasons I’m leaving. 1. The dream Yeah, as flipping weird as it sounds, I had a dream about this stuff. It was really odd and freaky and it’s been in my memory for a while now. I looked up what it meant, and it all traces back to leaving something behind or getting a new start. 2. Feeling unsatisfied I’ve been feeling really bad about my art lately. Maybe my skills are deteriorating, or maybe I have art block. It’s not really that fun anymore, and I’d rather spend time making an elaborate worldbuild than staring at a blank screen. My mom’s always talking about how my art is too jagged, or the size of the eyes is too long, and recently I pulled up a picture from May 2019, and she said it looked better than my art now. And if you didn’t know, as an artist, that really, really, hurts. 3. Rebuild There’s a good chance I might still post a monthly update on my other account, and I wanna try and improve at the thing I’m apparently bad at because I don’t do enough “studies of real life.” You guys are the best, and I don’t feel like dropping completely off the web yet. ---- And don’t worry, I’m not leaving right this moment. I’m going to keep this account up until at least October 20, so if you wanna say any last words, say em’ here, or on another project if you don’t want all those peeping eyes on your comment. You guys are the greatest, and goodbye.
I might not even leave smh Yeah jk definitely not leaving also I need to torture atlas some more :eyes:
