Welcome. to a vent. thank you So I was curated yay! But um... some of you guys are being really mean and harsh? I-I- I really hate it. If you didn't know I have anxiety and the littlest thing can make me freak. And yeah, since the comments have started I have been freaking me out, I- I've already cried twice today, and that's just making it worse because then I think 'ah your such a crybaby' and I think of all the people who have called me that before. I have been builled many times in real life, I'm just that kid that's so easy to pick on. I have the weird clothes, I don't fit in, I'm so small. And after that passed I thought I was going to be ok but like,, just the littlest comment or word can send me into the horrible place of self-hate again. And you know what they are doing that to me, and what's really messes up is that I think I deserve it. School is stressing me out, I'm that type of person who gets almost all A's and freaks out when they get an A- well my grades are B's and C's and D's. I'm a germaphobe so I'm stressed about getting sick. And scratch isn't helping me. As I said in a previous project, I'm crying over it. I- I- it's hard for me to even look at someone without worrying. And that's true like this seems so stupid like when I respond to a comment and they don't respond but there are still doing something on scratch. J-just please, my hands are shaking as I'm typing, my eyes are blurring. Please I can't deal with more hate.
