alright this IS a vent so if you dont want to listen to my nonsense then uh bye hhh okay whatever k so if your a friend on here you know were just gonna slowly drift apart, yes i have gotten special help for my depression witch has left for the most part im not saying its completely gone, (were working on it still) because i know its not fully gone but its not at the point it was before, im getting terrible grades because of stress, a horrendous sleep schedule, and not to mention, no one cares about me DONT start saying stuff like "oh well i care about you" CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU DONT, its hard to care for me, i listen to Queen, The beetles etc. because it takes my mind off my parents arguing, it takes me away from reality, i dont have to worry about my sisters telling me how much of a screw up i am, i dont know Why your following me, a friend because im stupid, im useless, not to mention i act like a terrible person to you guys im always fake smiling just for the fact i dont want to tell my parents how i feel about things and people wonder why im so messed up in the head, ALSO "things" happened to me at the age of 9 so obviously i have a hard time talking to people witch adds up to me getting bullied for it- im sick of the world right now, everyone fighting, everyone against each other, no love or peace in the world right now, new singers getting ruined and being disgusting/non child friendly this is an outrage this is not okay i really wanna do something for the world but how the hell can a 12 year old do something hh sorry about how this was me just saying everything wrong and none of this makes sense sldfkjsa;dflksjd;lf im sorry about that haha :D so hows your day going?
ugh im sorry you have to read all that uhm i swear i wont bring my problems on here because im here to care about you, my problems dont matter right now as long as your ok ill smile idk man just click space to see a few things i like :)
