I'm sorry. Ack I dont want to go at all. I'm going to miss you all so much I'm sorry for being a terrible person guys. I think I should leave tho. I think this is the third time I cried my eyes out over something stupid in the last two day. I've lost touch with everyone whos important to me and I need to fix that. My grades are slipping and I think I can finally bring them up this year. I feel like crap all the time and I dont think I'm getting any better? I'll try to get help and fix everything. I'm sorry for not being active or finishing owed stuff. But for my mental health I really need this break. Idk for how long? When I get back I'll say on my profile or make a project. ily guys <3