I remember that this happened around a year ago, i was frighteningly close to harming myself. I felt very alone and it took me a while to learn to love myself again. I just want anyone who's going through a hard time to know that they are appreciated and loved. Even if there are people trying to push you down, even if they succeed in pushing you down, you just get right back up, because nothing can and nothing will bring you down. Do you want them to feel the satisfaction of pushing you down? Of course not, because i know you're strong and i know you'll push through. To end this off i want to say that you WILL achieve your goals and you WILL push through.