you'll see a big more of this lil' guy. he's my stress reliever oc, and i usually use him when i need to vent or am just feeling upset about something. he's basically my narrator. plus, another ventsona. yay. in which the quality of this is worse than my self-esteem! :)
i always tend to bring myself down. if people make fun of me, i don't tell them to stop. i laugh along with them. i bottle my emotions up until i finally crack. what's wrong with me? i did nothing wrong...did i? no...i do everything wrong. i'm useless. a lost cause. why am i still here? HOW am i still here...? who should i trust...? how do i trust..?
