Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42cvaDosQU4
I'm just rlly, rlly, rlly sad today. Please don't try to dm me since I'm grounded from my phone bc I suck at school but I'm not sad bc I'm grounded. I'm just sad that I'm more lonely than usual cuz I don't have that many ppl to talk to (I usually have one person to talk to) and then new friends leave me. Tho I'm not diagnosed with depression, etc my mom whose a doctor for idk science and stuff says I am starting to have depression and I know self-diagnosing is bad. But I had these feelings before, feeling rlly sad for no reason, thinking lowly of myself, not enjoying the stuff I used to do, and overall a negative person. Other than that, I just want to feel fine with some ppl to laugh with sometimes. I want to be enough for my loved ones. I don't want to feel this way. Some ppl here may make fun of me but that's ok. I'm just glad that I poured my feelings and thoughts somewhere.
