Recently I have...not been feeling my best. I've actually been feeling awful about myself. I've been struggling with a certain concept in math and the more I have to do it the dumber I feel. Also I've been...kind of distant around some of my friends because I don't know what to say around them and when I say anything it's super awkward. In group chats especially, everyone else seems to be chatting with each other and then there's me sitting and watching and occasionally chipping in awkwardly. Sooo basically I feel really stupid socially and academically and I don't know why people think I'm cool. I'm not. Also for some reason I've been really, really jealous when anyone is happy. I know that is a very awful mindset to be in and I don't WANT to feel like this but I can't really help it. If you have any tips for stopping these feelings I would greatly appreciate them. Also I don't have much to post so I guess I'll go on a mini hiatus? I'd still check and reply to messages but don't expect much. Idk, since Scratch is distracting me from my classes maybe a break will make me feel better.
