Please don't think that I'm the only one who matters here. I know I don't. I have family coming over for Christmas, so maybe I can get my mind off of it, Iv'e noticed I'm holding in my feelings. Is that unhealthy? I'm noticing I get sad/moody/snappy at the end of the month. I know why, but I can't say why on scratch. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I need to talk to someone right now....
Edit 12/21/2020: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! I'm HAVING A LOT OF ANXIETY RIGHT NOWWWWWW Edit, 12/21/2020: Feeling a bit better since family came, still have that feeling though. ty for the support. ♥ Edit: WOW I'm ALREADY feeling empty like last month! B')
