(click to zoom) (Edit: i added a few other refs, click any button xd) aha this is random, but i just wanted to share how i want my hair xd i've recently been feeling super dysphoric about it so... i'm supposed to be getting my hair cut soon but my mom wants me to start out "small" meaning only like shoulder length (even though my hair is already almost like that r. r) because it's "too much for her".. i'm wearing my hair up in a pony tail like 24/7 because i hate having my hair down, which isn't good bc having your hair in a pony tail all the time breaks your hair and can do a lot of damage to it, but i literally can't help it, last time i had my hair down for a long period of time i had like a mental breakdown and almost cut all of it off, which instead i just gave myself a very uneven haircut ;-; but i've been having a lot of dysphoria with my body too and it's been kinda stressful (like to the point that i won't shower for days at a time because i literally can't look at my body..) i'm going to talk to my therapist about it, she knows about me having dysphoria but doesn't know exactly how bad it's gotten. oof i didn't mean to turn this into a vent but thanks for reading if you did ;-; <33333 oh also i want my hair dyed like this too xd but my mom won't let me dye my hair any colors, except she did let me dye it a blackish brown a few months ago, which i am grateful for, but i really want this hair color TOT
non of this belongs to me, like not even the code, i got it from @Kirii- , who got it from @colorsnatch so xd the background is from google, and the picture is from Pin, the music is Another One of Those Days by Cavetown