ok recap: made wAy too many memes, garbageposts and other shtick mental health went yEEt outta the window got into actual pc gaming (papa louie, among us, ace attorney and minecraft started questioning my gender tried actual frame by frame and my animation quality dropped severely (sry) tried to off myself 4 times near the end of 2020. i.. wanted to get that out there. i'm not proud of it. however i can't change it. if you've thought of doing that.. don't.. i was the same person on the verge of crying myself to sleep and i was the same when i was trying to strangle myself. people care about YOU. YOU. you just need to ask more than one person for help.
yay i got thru it i didn't expect that if i'm honest i have doubts for 2021 cuz 2020 ended on a bad note who knows maybe the "curse" worn off, imagine!
