um hi. i haven't been on in like a month and i'm really sorry about that :/ i also don't really care about capitalization right now sorry. anyways i'm alive, yay. _10mil_ i've been doing so much hw, participating in extracurriculars, drowning in stress, and being mad at people and the world for many reasons. so much has happened and i don't know how to deal with any of it and i think i might explode soon. (sorry miri) i don't even know what i'm planning to say in this project i just wanted to let you guys know that i'm alive and breathing. i'm still not gonna be on scratch that much though i do miss my friends here </3 i'm gonna try and be on at least once a week but no promises especially since i'm taking my classes with the most stress and work rn. but i promise i'll try. happy holidays to everyone as well! or just happy winter if you don't celebrate any holidays around this time of the year :) i'm uh gonna try and look at my 129 messages now, sorry if i don't respond or see something from you. i feel like i have more to say but i don't know /what/ to say. so i'm just gonna leave it here for now. ily all <33 oh and btw the picture is something i made on http://weavesilk.com/ and i felt like putting it there bEcAusE so dEaL with it. go check it out though. bye for real now xD <333 EDIT: er sorry but i'm not gonna be on once a week anymore. i'll try to check in everyone once in a while but i'm sorta busy uh ya know l i f e . *cough* blooket and school *cough cough* go play blooket *cough* anyways yeah sorry :/