alright, scratch. i'm taking a deep breath and sharing something very personal. because why? i thought you guys would want to know what, often times, keeps me awake at night. why i cry a lot. why, what happened months ago, still lingers in the front of my head. i don't have somebody like her anymore. sure, i have other problems. but this one? it's in the front of my mind most of the time. i can't focus when she pops into my head. i cry. i can't live. i just.. i want to forget. but i can't. i write songs about it. i pray. but there was something so special about that friendship. i knew her for 4 years. and i shared everything with her. i'll cherish that friendship forever. but i want to forget. thanks for taking the time of your day to see what's been keeping me up at night and scaring me, guys. it means a lot that you'd drop by. i don't think i have depression. over the summer it was hard and i was very depressed. it's not official. i don't have depression. but sometimes, it comes. it happens to all of us. but it leaves me. it's not eternal. ... i guess that's all i have to say right now... please, never lose hope. even in the darkest times, it's okay. its gonna be okay and you know it :) the song is say something > a great big world. ... the people mentioned in the project are @TheYellingBear, @criminal-intent, @Xap_, @violent-measures, @HopesNDreams, and @-still-dreaming-. a lot more people helped me on scratch but i did want to highlight the people who have helped me most recently//a lot. :) ⠀⋮ ⋮ ★ ⠀⠀⋮ ★⠀⠀⠀⋮ ⠀ ★ ⋮ ⋮ ⠀⠀⋮ ⋮ ★⠀⠀⠀thanks ⠀⠀⋮ ★⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ so ★⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀much <3 ┊⠀⠀⠀┊⠀⠀⠀┊⠀⠀⠀┊ ┊⠀⠀⠀┊⠀⠀⠀┊⠀⠀⠀✧･ﾟ ┊⠀⠀⠀┊⠀⠀⠀ ✧･ﾟ ┊⠀⠀⠀✧･ﾟ ✧･ﾟ
