For nearly 2 years, I've been doing nothing but procrastinating. I thought Text Island was bad, but this is not excusable. 2 years of nothing. I am terribly sorry to everyone who has been waiting for this only to be utterly disappointed. It's my fault that this happened. All I can really say is that, I never learned that motivation isn't given. You have to do things yourself, even if you don't have the motivation to do it. Motivation isn't this magical thing that instantly gives you willpower to do something. It's a lot worse than that. It's this... how do I describe it? ... You don't begin a session of work on something with lots of motivation. You begin with groans and complains of "I don't want to do this" because it feels like a chore. But... you have to do your chores. You have to pay your taxes. You have to do things you don't want to do... like work on your passion projects. It's taken me a long time to realize that, but I don't think my brain has. I still feel like this lazy turd who does nothing but sit around with no job playing video games all day. I don't feel like I've truly learned what motivation really is, and I've been going on a tangent for a long time. I'm sorry to everyone who has been viewing the rayuriens, but I think the rayuriens were doomed for cancelation.
Thank you everyone for watching and listening to the rayuriens, but this is the way it has to be. I'll probably make a future project telling everything I had planned for the rest of the rayuriens.
