i'm gonna be less active since school has started again. and i know i've said i'm getting "better" but i'm kinda confused of where i am right now. i've always been like a piece of glass. and i took some hard hits about 2 or 3 months ago, and the last one shattered me. i've been slowly putting myself back together but i feel like every time i make an improvement someone just puts me down again. i'm kinda tired of all the shenanigans that go on here sometimes so taking a tiny break every day feels a bit good. but during those breaks i'm always stressing about if someone's impersonating me while i'm gone, or hating, or stealing, or just anything that'll ruin my improvement. my project posting will slow down a lot too. i've just been so tired lately.