i am venting. I am upset because I have been having ear problems lately. I dont wanna get into that. School is hard! I used to be a straight A student, now I get Bs :T I am insecure of my weight. I am meaty. I am not fat just not skinny like this big. | | see? yah. But everyone is so skinny that I am just that fat kid. My Uncle's in jail. He did questionable stuff, but I love him. I miss him. I havent seen him since I was 6 and he was my mom's fav. His name is Azeriaha. Omg. My aunt figure passed away when I was seven, and I am left to cry and grive. Her name was Aricia. I miss her so. She was the kidest soul you'll ever meet ;'0 Sometimes I wonder... If she was here, would she be proud? My dad gets upset at me sometimes when I am dumb. I love him soo much and I know he LOves me but I feel bad when I let him down. I- yeh. I had the whole Bisexual crisis 4 weeks ago. xD That was a great exspiriance. My grandpa is a smoker. My dad and Grandpa fight ALL the time qwq My Grampa's voice is getting deeper. (His lugs are dying) I dont wanna say goodbye. I love my Grandpa James.
That is all for now :'( Feel free to talk to me, I need it xD If i dont feel better.. Scratch may be over for me OwO
