Yep, I'm moving accounts. I need a fresh start, it's a new year. Before I get onto that, I want to update you on some stuff. 1) As some of you may know or have heard, I am in a relationship. I may not be too active anymore because I want to spend time with him, he respects me and is very kind to me. We have a ton in common and get along well. My friends irl support me. 2) I feel attached to my friends, I'm trying to keep myself happy by texting them which means I may take a few minutes to reply to you. 3) Friends, family, and my bf come first, grades come second, scratch comes third. 4) Roleplays, I still absolutely love roleplays but I may not be too active in them. 5) Art. I don't feel like posting too much art, some kids in my class think that because I draw in a feral style means that I'm a furry. I'm not. It's not that I don't support it, I love everyone. 6) I have a life outside scratch, some people think that I can be on 24/7 but I can't. I have parents, a sister, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandfathers, and grandmothers that love and care about my health. 7) Middle School is hard for me, a ton of kids are judgy and that makes me sad. I try to stay inside as much as I can at lunch and breaks, I have cousins in there. One barely remembers I exist and the other seven don't pay attention. 8) I have a hard time asking for help from the teacher. Idk why, I've mentioned to quite a few of you that I'm really shy and quiet irl, it's not like me to speak out of term or make a joke. I'm the one usually laughing at the jokes. 9) There's this kid that makes me so fricken angry. Her name is Emma, she thinks she's the centre of attention and all the boys like her. How do I know this? Well, the way she acts around me and laughs when somebody makes a mistake is how I know. She's the only one laughing when somebody trips or hits their head. Lemme tell you our class is really close together, we don't leave anyone behind at all. We don't judge each other or try to hurt each other mentally or physically. Emma tries to break that friendship we have. 10) Small notes to friends/fam: @Splashcub / Altan, my adoptive scratch father. You have helped me through these really hard times, you give good advice and other things that I can't think of at the top of my head. You're a really generous person and I can't thank you enough for being so kind to me <33 / Shard, One of my very best online friends. You can relate to me well, you're really funny, and have a sense of humour only friends will understand. I'm no poet here so my notes are probably cringy but I just want you to know you're the reason I'm staying sane and not going completely crazy <33 / Pies / And / Peaches, Idk if I got the order of those names right but anyways, even though others have attacked you and may not agree with you, I will always support your decisions no matter what. Your existence was a beautiful birthday gift, if I ever leave scratch I will never forget any of my friends that I made here. <33 / Karma, You were one of the first people I knew on scratch, I can't remember what year it was that I met you but I respect you a lot, we can understand each other's jokes and make fun of life problems, I really appreciate that <33 / D-cat, although I have not known you long, I appreciate you being here for me. I know you have a DA so if I ever leave scratch, we can always joke on there but I really appreciate you and the other friends I've made in one horrific year <33 / Stormy, another important person that I must address properly is you, you're the one who suggested using lavender to help me sleep, it works! I'm a little less tired! You're a really funny person, you support my decisions and don't hesitate to tell others what their doing wrong. I like that in a person <33 / Green, bro, Idk how I'm gonna put this, I really appreciate you being my friend for such a long time, I never really thought someone as cool as you would want anything to do with a person like me <33 Others / People I May Have Missed, so sorry to those who didn't get a note, I promise I have not forgotten you <33 I'm just busy and tired. Some people I don't have words for, just letting you know that you are appreciated. 11) Moving! <33 I'll be moving to , follow me there! Thanks for reading! Bye! Ilyasm!
Song - Youth - Daughter @cosmiic-cat edit1: me and my bf aren’t together anymore, I’m not with anybody, that bf I had wasn’t a good person because he did things to me and others. I don’t know why I said he respects me, because he didn’t. I guess I thought he did at the time? I’m not sure, but he’s not in my school anymore and we’re safer that way.