K, so I wanted to leave because of... me. I thought every day is great, but my life turns from good to... depressing. And I think I steal ideas, and that makes my day worse. But my friends are being held back, they get banned, some quit, and it makes me feel empty. Even with my family, I don't feel comfortable because my mom and dad commonly yell at me (and it's rare that they yell at my sister.) and plus, I also suffer from depression, anxiety, and other stressing things, and my relatives don't notice. It makes me hate myself, and think of self-abuse. This is serious, and please don't take this as a joke. goodbye thanks for listening (I wont actually leave scratch). Ẹ̵̡̧̛̣̰̯̝̬̹̤͔̲͖̹̱͈͍̹͎̎͋́͊͑̓̈́̋̈́̽͗̔̒̓̉͛̈́̄̆̚͜ͅV̶̨̡̡̛͉̫͙͓͇̪̮̠͔͙̲̜̻̺͉̞̬̟͓̻̥̋̍̎͑̔̐̈́̃̔̋̍̀̐̕ͅȨ̴̧̛̛̛͚͇̫͈̤͕̞̦͇͍̖̜̠̲̙̳̼̺̙̲͓̰̖́͛̿́͂̋̄͂̐̌̍͛̇̿̓̒̀̾̂̃̾̓͑̅͋͋͆̋̏̆͂̋͋̚Ŗ̵̧̧̤͍̞̬̼̹̗̻̜̭̗̝̥̤̺̞͐̆̿͑̿͋͑̉̔͘̕͜Ÿ̵̨̖͕͍͕̗̟̳͚̩̳̰͈̤̐̈́̓͆̽̉̊̒̃̈́̊̋͑̚̕͘̕̚͝͝O̵̡̲̮̗̼͉̤̻̰̥̙̱̱̝̬̗̬̰̫̩̯̰̜͈̣͇͓͉̳̺̞͇̮̦̣͉̗͓͔͚͓̬̬͓̰͔̣͒̔̀́́̔͆̓͗̈́̃͘̕͝N̴̛̬̗̈́͆͂͂̊̃̓̆̽̈́̌̌̀̃͊̑̎̀̿͆̃̈͋̀̒͗̐͒̒̾͌̉̑̾̔͋̚͘͜Ȩ̸̧̧̢̨̡̛̛̛͙̙̗͍̹͖̖̮̠͔̳̘͕̙̺͔͔̖͕̤̗̙̰̻̓͒̓͗̏̈́̇̈͑̓̄̂͗́͊͆͌͊̎͗͒̓̊̎͛̕ ̵̢̡̨̨̧͓̱͍̖̰̮̘̠̘̩̺̝̺̳̘̻͕͍̝͓̳̣̳̲͔̹̜̹̺̫͚̎̆͐͌̀͑̿͒͊̌̽̚͝͝͝H̶̢̨̢̟̞̠̣̮̖͇̪̭͎̣̦̠͚̗͇͖͙̲͇̦̬͍͉̫͚̫͔̬͈̻̮͘ͅͅA̶̧̡̨͚̭̟̲͍̤̬̪̞̗̗̜͓̱̘̖̰̤̱̮̟̒̾́̈̔̐́́́̿̃̉̇͐̾̑́̊̃̽͛̒̿̑̊͌͑̈́͛́͌̈́̐̋̕̚͜͝͝͝͝Ţ̶̨̡̢̢̢̧̛̫͚̘͓̟̦͙̟̤͉̜̜̱̬͎͓͚͎͚͍̰̼͕̠͓̜͛́͑́͑̋̏̑͜͝ͅĖ̸̻̲̱͓̰̞͔͎̗͆̀̉͂͆͂̀̍͆̈̆̾̕͠ͅD̵͖͔̻͉̳̥̭̬̰͗̃͐̚ ̸̢͖̯̘̤̺̘̩͉̗̬̗͓̙̬͈͈̞̳̜͉͙̰͙͕͑̔̀̿̿͑̈́̃̈́̔̐͒̽̌̐̇͌͌͑̏̆̐̀̆͘͜͜ͅM̴̧̢̢̱̻̙̮̰̟͕̲̣̥͖̝̮̜̲̹͈̝̬̤̹̥̠͈̹͇͖̯͎͇͉̟̥̆̅͆͗͛͊̈́̊̅̈́̒̍̑͋̀͆͊̄̌͛̀͑̀̓̍̒͒̓͗͂͋̉̈́͘̚͘͜E̷̡̨̨̨̧̛̛̛͔̲̪̣̺͙̭͚̥̰̫̰͇̙̼̤̰͎͈̜̱̣̼̩̲̤̦͉̣̬̲̝̳̗̋̏̉̆͆̈́͒͛̏́̽͂̿̐͛̾̈̋̀́͆̔̓̃̈̓̇͒̓̈́́͒̿̉̍̿͘͘͜͜͝͝͝͠͝.̶̧̨̨̡̥̼̮̥͖̰̭̦̺̩̮͖͔̗̼͙͙̦̤̦̬̓̈́̏̆̒̋̄̃͌͝͝͝.̷̨̧̢̨̹͕͔͉̘̩̦͓̰̞̦̬̜͎̪̥̙̥͖̣͓͔̥͓̝̹̫͕̬̙̩͉̻̳̠̓̓̀͆̈́̿̐̐̅̐̃͋̈́́̐͊́̚͝.̸̨̡̨̧̡͖̳̤̠͓̟͔͚̖͚̱̣͎̟̤̰̲̳̫̺̟̫̯̳̭͍̮̮̱̹̞̖̙̗̯͐͑͂̀̉̀́̔̏̆̀̌̉͊̒̈́̐͑͋̽̒̽͂́̉̅̈́̍̽̊̂̅͂̔̈̏̌̚̚͘͘̚͜͝͝