I've had a hard week. A hard few weeks. One of my best friends who used to be there for me is gone... everyone in my family is being reminded of her. I'm beyond crying. My friends are mad at me. I'm so confused. And the only people I can really talk to are far. I've never felt so much regret before. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry that I couldn't be better. I'm angry because I feel like nothing has ever treated me fairly but my friends. I'm so sick of life like this. I'm trying to change... but I don't know how
