ok. this is a record of a 7 month(+) journey after Days left Sandy: ((Backstory: Days and Sandy had recently been fighting, just yelling at eachother over their problems. Days usually went out to the stores afterward. Sandy went hunting to avoid taking her anger out on him. Days returned smelling like vanilla and mint from a shadowpack girl named shale who had treaten his injuries after getting dr*nk and fighting with Sandy. After his encounter with Shale, he met a little zombie boy named Ben who was 10 years old. He opened up to Days, eating a rotting carcas. Days hunted Ben an entire deer as well as giving him some of his own flesh. Sandy was suspicious. Days refused to answer any of her questions due to their fights. The next day Days went to visit Ben again. Ben was injured behind a tree, saying a lady with a sword attacked him. Days went to Shale since she was the only female with a sword that he knew of. He pinned her down by sitting on her stomach, grabbing one hand. Shale started combing his hair gently as he yelled at her for answers. That was the moment sandy saw him. He was over her, faces close as she brushed his hair. After that, Shale k!ssed Days just to tease him. Sandy thought he was lying about Ben, making it up as an excuse to see Shale again.)) This is a journal from Sandy's perspective: day 1: why did he do that!? he lied to my face, twice! everything was adding up and he suddenly just tried to cover it up with a story of a little boy?... so low day 2: he's still not back. he might have run off with her. i have little hope he's coming back... day 3: i checked his 'hideout' to say goodbye. i cant find him anywhere... he just gone... day 4: ok. he still hasn't come back. if he's not back tomorrow, hes never coming back day 5: he's never coming back... day 6: eating dinner alone feels weird somehow. i keep hunting a meal big enough to feed two. i need to get over him. day 7: It hurts... Its been a week. It feels like a year. Week 2: I don't feel like eating much anymore. It just doesn't feel right. I keep thinking he's going to walk through that door any moment... Week 7: It's been a while but he's still fresh in my mind. I wonder where he is now, if he's with her. Or if he is thinking about me like I am to him... Month 2 week 6: Hunting is harder... The zombie population just keeps growing. I sometimes just start crying for no reason or for every reason. By now, I'm blaming myself for everything. I'm sorry, Days. Please come home. Month 3 week 5: The silence has become unbearable. Im going to go look for him. Month 4 week 1: still healing from my injuries i obtained on my journey to find Days. I hate wolves... Month 5 week 1: my injuries are healed yet i dont feel like going out to find him again... He could be miles and miles away by now. He could have a new life or be a zombie. I wish i knew. The only thing i do know is, i have to move on. Please come home. Month 6 week 2: i keep hearing his voice or his sweet laugh. Sometimes i think i see him in the woods, smile over his shoulder and talk in his smoothly firm voice that calms me down... And then i realise hes not there. Hes gone. For good. Month 7: i think ive moved on... He hurt me a lot but hes not here anymore. I need to look forward, move forward. Ill start a new life. As a solo. All of my tireless efforts from when we were together were wasted. My captain. Ted. Farren. Axle. Ben. Henry... Im so sorry. I put you all through so much pain so i could be with Days. Looks like fate had different plans... Last report: hey. I think its time i stop writing about my feelings. I will remeber him, i know that now... Ive tried to forget him through drinking but that just made things worse... I may have lost a lot but with that weakness in emotions, i will make up for with training. Training to fight, just like i used to. Days softened me, it felt good at first until i realised it was a weakness... Month 8: So. I know i said this was my last one but i found Days again. (Well, we ran into eachother) and he kiIIed a guy. Jezuz, he has toughened up. He looks stronger and he keeps his emotions hidden now. (I was seriously intimidated when i first saw him). I DON'T CARE! IM JUST HAPPY HE'S ALIVE! month 8 week 7: Life... Is... Pointless. He keeps leaving -_-. Its exactly how it used to be. We used to be lovers and now hes just acting like somebody that i used to know. That girl i saw him with is living with him now though... Somebodys going to d!e and i have a feeling it'll be her <`~`< Month 9: Hehe. My intuition was right. She d!ed! And as i predicted, i kiIIed her. Well, turns out she was threatening Days with the safety of the ones he cares about. She litterally stabbed my little brother in the back since Days broke the deal they made (Days had 1 week to leave me and my brother, Ben and run away with her). He... Cried? I was about to too... I dont get it, but I didnt want her to d!e anymore. Strange... Month 9 week 3:
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