My worst fear. It actually happened. I cried for about an hour. He actually said it... " I'm not your friend anymore. " That is my worst fear. It all started when his friend came to hangout with us. My friends and never liked that boy. Let's call him.... " LW " LW came down to hangout with us, I was already having a bad day. And my friend @Houston_2011 ( go check them out ) was already upset. So the gang and him are hanging out (Our friend group) I was starting to get really stressed, so I ride up the hill to get away from the drama. I came down, everything SEEMED to be normal, I'm still a bit stressed, so I decide to go up the hill again. I come down, and @Houston_2011 comes up to me with tears rolling down her face. Me: " W-What's wrong?" H: It's T.. ( Our other friend ) Me: *Jokingly* "Who do I need to beat up?" H: "He said he's not our friend anymore..." *H then left* I ran to the side of T's house. I.. I wanted to hide, LW and T could not see me crying. Later, T's mom gets involved. I'm no joke cried through her whole talk. I was crying so much at one point, I had to cover my mouth. When it was over, mostly everyone was ok. I was about to have to head home, so I decided to go back up the hill, I was clearly very stressed, because I... I wanted to use the scissors again. I rode up the hill, still crying, and then came down the hill. It was time for me to go home, so I said bye ( you could still hear that I was crying in my voice '-' ) I quickly rode back home, but then H followed me, she came back, gave me a hug, and told me it didn't look like I was crying. I headed in, and got greeted from my dad, and then ran straight to my room. I ended up crying a little more, that feeling wasn't gone yet. I wanted to tell my friend, but she was eating, so I couldn't really vent to anyone tbh. I don't need my parents worrying about me, they already work really hard for me. Dad works almost the whole day, and Mom does homeschool with me. They don't need to worry about me. That's why I vent on scratch, Because I don't want to tell anyone else. Tysm for reading this, I'm sorry if it's really cheesy, it just hurt a lot and I needed to get it out of my system. Also, don't worry, I think we are still friends. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Character // June (me) Art // Music // Again - KIRA { I relate to this SO MUCH :') }
