why, why do I have to go through the misery of living? grandma died over a year ago...and yet her death still haunts me, grandpa was a self entitled jerk...i don't see him anymore...and yet he was the only one who would even talk to me.....mom is stressed and always ready too have a mental breakdown...she barley even wants too talk to me and is always rude...dad....dad is a horrible person...i hate him so much...he shames me in front of everyone...and gets mom to agree with him every time...he tells me its my fault...and then he wants me to respect him.. to be nice to him... he yells and cusses at me on a daily basis and he only cares about himself and mom....not me....just mom...what did I do....why is it my fault.....why....?
Character is me.... Edit : im feeling a bit better...i guess...i just need a bit of time to recover.. Edit 2 : wth why is this on trending for vent? im fine now-
