wow thats a lot of messages- hey im back you may be wondering why i took a break. that is reasonable. being on scratch made me feel like im only drawing for other people. i didnt know what i wanted to do for myself. so i naturally took a break. the community and friends i made are so cherished, and im sorry if it seemed like i was ignoring you. taking a break from scratch for a whole week was honestly stressful. i had anxiety of what people were going to think when i came back and what they were going to say and what they were saying, because i have this thing where i just have to see what people are saying, and i needed to know what was going on, and i was so stressed out that a few times, i went on the website and checked how many messages i got, anxious if i was going to only have one or two, or 99+. its gotten to the point where its a habit to check messages, and to make art so i can make other people happy. i realized that that is not my job and i am not responsible for that. making art and posting it on the internet did make me feel a little better about how i did my art, and just my art in general, but i dont think its very healthy for me. i love scratch so much, and it made me happy for a while. but i dont think i can go on for another 3 years. this was a hard desicion to make. but i may be leaving scratch. i will not be checking messages for at least 1 month to 1 year. if i seriously cannot handle not being on scratch, then i will maybe come back. i didnt in fact feel much more than i already did when i wasnt on scratch, but i think thats because i knew i was going to come back. i will be on here for another month or so, but after that, i dont know if ill be back. i love all of you, and if you are a friend of mine, if you could give me your username on some other platform, that would make my day <33 teehee im watching the good place yeah dont watch it if youre under 14 qwq
these notes are in order to when i met these people, or at least as best as i could do. i will give all of the people listed below a pfp or ref or fullbody or whatever you want because i will give you one. i promise. to so we havent really talked in a while, but i dont really care. you still meant a lot when i first joined. you guided me through everything, and now look at us both. we're so old B) no jk but thank you for pointing out things that i did wrong, and just being there for the time being. youre a great friend, and im sad i didnt get to know you better <3 to um i think you might be band, but besides the point.... bro you were like the first friend i made on here, and im so greatful for all the delightful memories. you were such a crazy, friendly friend, and i loved every moment, except for the ones you were banned :') to eek why are you so amazing and sweet and kind and sometimes adorable about the things you say i--- ilysm, and youre just the best person ive ever met. thank you for being there whenever i needed you, and im so glad i got to see everything you threw out. its amazing, and youre such a talented artist. im so glad i met you, despite how different we are. youre the best person ever, thank you for everything <33 to bro youre a great coder thank you for everything- i already have your robloc user so thats good. the thing is we have such different interests and likes we barely play the same games lol. you are such an amazing person, and if you want a pfp or a ref or anything art related, i would be happy to make something for you. <33 im going to miss seeing your projects on here! they are so delightful. to i know we havent talked a lot, but i would love to get to know you. please yeet me a username on a different platform. please. hand me one. please. i dont have much to say, but seriously. please. hand me one. please. to again, for the short time ive known you, youre just-- *insert image of cat about to say something italian on window sill* look that up. but seriously, again, give me a username or take answers to the rat lord. ilysm and eek i wanna get to know you so much more even though we are like the same person >:0 to my grandchild. yo i wanna know you more gimme a username half of these are just gonna be a bunch of me yelling at people saying "GIVE ME A USERNAME OR BECOME CHEESE" but seriously i like you so far youre a pretty amazing person give a username on a different platform. give it. and w o w youre art style is again *insert image of cat about to say something italian on window sill* to once again give it. youre so talented and amazing and a kind and nice person with so much creativity your brain is overflowing with it and i can see it through to screen *inhale* i like you a lot and youre a great friend give a username. if you would like to get to know me or be friends, direct yourself to here: https://xrae.carrd.co/ and click the star. thats my pixilart acc and we can chat there and get to know each other :> credits: art is by yeah i know its weird im saying this even though im not even leaving very soon, but i guess its important to say this now.
