You guys probably have several questions, now here I am. Did you actually leave? Well, I did unshared that one update project which clarifies that I'm semi-retired, not leaving. Now we are in May and I wasn't active for four months. What happened is that I actually left ironically. What's funny is that, I did stated before in the profile comments, but every time I said "I'm gonna leave", I come back frequently. And then there's this: I said "I'm not leaving, I'm taking a break", and this turned to be the longest break ever. Not because it was a break, because I left this site. Forgotten this site. So freed from Scratch, everything is peace for me. After everything, I finally got peace, right? What caused me to go back? Well... I don't really want to cover many details as it is personal between close online friends, even though I kept the details brief as well to them. In a nutshell, I was irresponsible: I promised myself that I will start doing SFM animations and coding in Lua. What happened? I slacked off so hard and it caused even reality to bite me (and I didn't handle it properly) I have my reasons why I was ""irresponsible"", but reality seem to not understand my inner conflict. Fair, I can be lazy for no good reasons, but the reason why I was taking many breaks from even my courses and my productivity in the first place is because I was very sick. I developed acid reflux (or GERD) and I still kind of have it, and it was caused by a serious anxiety attack. That is when my health and motivation starts to deteriorate very quickly. What's worse is that I feel not only burnt out, but I started worrying about my future, because remember I start university this year. The problem is that due to the pandemic, I have no idea where to go, despite getting amazing grades and university choices. With all these anxiety and burnout, the only thing left is to forget them all, so I played games and chat with my friends in social media. At the end of April, I hecked up and now, I'm back in this site, trying to rummage my motivation and spark back. I'm currently not in the mood, but I'm now trying to somehow get back on my toes and be more responsible. I have nothing to do anyway, and I don't have to worry about uni until July so I have two months to get as many done as possible. This is why I decided to abandon my social life in the Internet, I took a break from social media just to be here. But why cannot I just do SFM or Lua? Because my laptop is broken, so i'm using the very old home desktop, which is a flipping Mac out of all things. And remember, I cannot access SFM in a Mac. I can technically, but it's too old to even function properly AND the emulator is a trial. Plus, I missed using the wireless Magic Mouse and lag-free projects. For Lua, all my course materials are in my laptop, and it's broken, so I cannot do anything about it. I sound like that I'm forced to animate, like it's a job. The thing is, even though I still feel burnt out, I really miss animation and I really want to pick up it after so long. Are you gonna start producing projects again? Yes... but let's go to the next question.
What do you mean you abandon/ditch this account? I secretly moved and I have my reasons - Like I said for the million times, I hated my legacy as that edgy animator, so I decided to make an alter ego account, which slowly turned into my alias entirely. I was very close to be under the radar. I had an unrecognisable OC, I had a different personality, a different style, I even lied that a veteran friend introduced me to this site (and that friend was me, but I refer myself as "redacted", literally) I even did not delete this account nor my previous account. WOOO! YOU DIDN'T DO THE UNFUNNY, WOOOOO! But I only did that because people usually speculate that I moved if I do this move (and trust me, I do that numerous times) but now because do you know, you cannot view all projects of deleted users now? That really sucks tbh. The projects are still there though, it's just that you have to find them without through users/projects/ link, which is stupid. So what happened? I freaking screwed myself up. In the beginning of May, I posted an update project about this exact same situation (worded differently) and people suddenly started to pick up their senses. I'm so disappointed that I screwed my perfect facade away from this mess from that one update project. Well, that is what happens if I began to turn personal there, but the reason is because that account didn't have any serious projects (yes, there were fillers but they are unshared) and I stated in that update project that due to me taking a break of society, I'm gonna focus on projects. So are you gonna tell us your next 328075238959823th account? @vALT0 - I'm not even trying lol, the "v" stands for "void" literally. Why are you telling us? What's the point of keeping a secret? When I post my first serious project there, people will raise some eyebrows, and there's no point on trying to delete every comment assuming it's me, because they will connect the dots and I cannot lie myself out of here. Besides, I feel more guilty for owning an alter ego account just to evade myself. Will you use your characters? Not really. Ever since my secret transfer, I started using only one revamp of my characters. The rest are in limbo and barely have any use anymore. I might do a DMC so they will be used somewhere else, but who knows. Btw, it's Null's 9328420938th revamp, but I gave him an actual name, finally. What type of projects will you produce now? Some serious, some stupid. The usual trashposts. AYs and corrupted projects? MAPs? It all depends... Why did I make an alter ego account in the first place? I was thinking of putting more personal stuff here, and my serious stuff in my anonymous alter ego account, like a brand account. But that backfired. Also, I told about my privacy been breached, but hey, that's the Internet, I should be fully responsible on everything. x_x Okay, thanks. This is, I swear, my last transfer, I should really stop-
