I feel like I’m wasting my life, I’m not even living my life any more. I’m just waiting for this pandemic to be over, and it feels like it’s not ever going to be. Even when it’s done, COVID is going to have ruined my life. I have lost my friends, my family outside of my home doesn’t feel like family anymore, I’ve grown a fear of other people and I’m afraid it won’t go away. My life will be wasted, and I only get one life. My depression is getting bad, and ever thing and every one who used to be there to help it had gone away. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m afraid my mental state is going to get so bad it won’t be able to improve. I know I sound like a jerk complaining about this, but I just can’t take it. -Lynx That didn’t make sense, did it?
Thanks for reading about my emotional pain
