okay!! i know a lot of you honestly don't care lmao but this is gonna be an update as to why i've been inactive (mostly) :)) and kind of a rant/vent?? so if you're just here for art and couldn't care less just uh leave i won't be offended lol um should i add a tw??? idk what it would be for but like i don't want anyone else to get triggered yeah so i'm pretty stressed out school,, i have a missing assignment, i don't know what my grades are i'm too scared to check please don't come at me with the 'there are people who have worse grades than you!!!!!' it really doesn't help it doesn't it just makes me feel even worse for feeling bad and not gonna go into details because i'll get triggered but food is,, nope right now i am not having a good time the t h o u g h t of knowing how much i weigh just absolutely terrifies me i will have a breakdown edit: i actually did!! go figure i literally regret every single thing i say i'm like 'hDFSVFHSD aaaa why did i say that what if it was dumb what if im dumb dsFBHDSJDFBJKSFD' when my room is messy i get so stressed out i can't it overwhelms me i literally cannot go in my room without trying not to cry or getting really,, idk the word,,, wiggly?? i just get super uncomfortable and frustrated i Hate my legs so much i can't even describe it like there's nothing wrong with thick thighs!! i think they're great, but the way my legs are s h a p e d make them look really ugly and stupid unless i wear a really long shirt or baggy pants and i just recently noticed it aaa kfjsldfsbjkffjfdshj i don't have much time to draw anymore i'm sorry i'll try to post once a week-ish i guess i dont know man
art- me if you have a song idea please tell me i have no ideas i'm tired man program- firealpaca character- coral, designed by me
