I'm just gonna get right to the point - I want to go on a hiatus... maybe even leave. I just haven't been feeling good, mentally and physically, haven't had motivation for anything, don't want to post. I love to draw, don't get me wrong, but I want to draw what I want to draw, and it's really hard for me to force myself to finish a trade or something. I also tend, to overwork myself, and then pretend to forget the older stuff. My to-do list in my head consists of 3 trades, 3 OTAPs and 2 MAP parts, I've probably forgotten more other stuff. I haven't started 1 trade, 2 OTAPs, and 1 MAP part, and I don't want to do them. Unfortunately, my anxiety likes to constantly pop up and make me feel guilty about dropping anything, thanks so much anxiety </3 So, I'm just gonna not post for a while after I post the trades and a MAP part. I may or may not finish OTAPs, that's up to future me. Sorry anybody else I owe stuff to I forgot about I'll hopefully still be alive on DA and Refsheet, my AF will only be alive around AF time lol go ahead and tell me how you know how I feel it makes me feel sooo much better