Song is: (Tonight) We Burn Like Stars That Never Die by Hammock they're super cool space/arrow keys B) yes this is all me art if you want any of the brushes used for these pieces, tell me and i'll give you the codes (for sai users)
sorry for the shortness! i haven't been drawing as much due to some depression and art block its quite frustrating being trans (i'll post a rant after the descriptions) 1. Morrissey the demi gay boy with lesbian mothers who loved The Smith's too much disclaimer: i know nothing of the smiths i just think morrissey is a rlly cool name BTW hes for an rp YOU SHOULD JOIN- http://thenaturalsprogram.freeforums.net/ 2. a quick scenery study in hopes to stop my art block ..... it did not work 3. and a color practice! its erisol and if youre smart enough, you'll know exactly what those bleeped out words are 4. and shinji ikari being perfect and a baby (this is currently getting a lot of notes on tumblr im so proud of myself) okay! time for brian to rant and be sad about his trans life i've been pretty depressed over a lot of things recently but i think this is the most upsetting so far i came out as trans to my parents about two weeks ago. it didnt go as well as i hoped as my mother, of course, reassured me she would always love me and such and such. i appreciated that. it made me happy. and then of course as time went on, my parents kept forgetting they called me by my original name, constantly barading me with female pronouns and seemingly forgetting my identity altogether. now you may think i'm whining over here, and you might just be 100% correct. but i think i deserve at least a little consideration for my identity! i reminded them many times that i wished to be called a boy, to be called brian, and to respect me. i would be content with male pronouns. but sadly, that just is too much for them. it hurts me a lot and i really wish some people understood. im uncomfortable, too afraid to admit i dislike some things about me, and just constantly am self deprecating. so i started getting depressed. im quite vulnerable when sad, so i started thinking about other things. friends, family deaths, my life and relationships with people, my future, and my school life. it kinda crushed me, you know? its starting to quiet down now, i'm slowly getting back out of that pit. but it's still there.
