This past week hasn’t Been good for me. I feel like, everything just, turned against me. Like life decided to kick me in the face again. I’m pretty much stuck on scratch, because my school blocks websites that I use, and my personal iPad is still gone. My mental state isn’t as good as it used to, before the world became toxic and starting taking little bites out of me. I wasn’t a really smart kid on scratch when I was 11 and 12 at the time, and I’m still not smart. I’m always trying to be happy and stay happy, but it just doesn’t click. Last night I couldn’t sleep, and I just laid awake thinking about how terrible my future will/would be. I watched tik toks on YouTube that weren’t that funny, but I laughed at them anyway, just to keep me from my negative vibes. And it somewhat worked, but I can’t guarantee it actually worked.
This past week, my math teacher contacted my mother, and we both read the email, and she legit wrote that I never came to her tutorial for one or two weeks. I was completely furious and upset when she said that, and my mom was too. Then a few minutes later, I was to,d that my uncle and his girlfriend broke up. Apparently, she was cheating on him, when those two have been together for four years. I was really shocked because she didn’t seem like the type to cheat on someone like my uncle.