i've got to leave this place despite what everyone seems to think, i /don't/ have a therapist i used to, but not anymore and my...thoughts have been more and more frequent on the matter of Scratch-... i'm leaving for real this time i can't continue to see things to suffer through this and not have any help if things change, and if i get help i may come back in a year or two but i cant do this right now and no, i cant just make new friends i have trust issues severe trust issues that no-one seems to understand the extent of, i cant just strike up a conversation and become best friends with someone so...im leaving im sorry, i do love most of you but i cant afford to continue letting people down because i have this burden on me i have to go im sorry
