hAi bEaNiEsSssss ok i was thinking of making that my signature intro but decided it was too cringey i- i like how everyone else has cool titles like 'fanart redraw! <33' and then mine is literally just- like- a sentence xD ok so: left side is fanart/birthday gift for @wavecolor from like 4? 5? something months ago. i was in a crazy state of mind at that time which was basically 'i'm begging you, i just need to find one bone of talent in my body and i'll be satisfied for life' which obviously didn't happen, but i drew every day trying to get better- and honestly looking back on this i realize how terribly out of proportion they all look and- i want to take down that project but like- i can't be bothered to log into that account and relive the bad memories. at that time a drama was also starting to brew that i still feel really bad about to this day and i really hope you guys forgive me for that- i don't want to drag more people into this so please don't ask questions, but if you were involved then- i'm so sorry ;w; but basically i just felt really bad then, unsatisfied with my art, unmotivated to animate, bad at music, failing at school, feeling overrated, and yeah that was not a fun part of my life- but everything's going better now i promise <33 also- how did i not have a file called 'wave' saved? why did i resort to stuff like 'wavecolorfanartdraft1day2' ahah xDD sflkdhfg this is bringing back memories- i- this wasn't a good ideaaaa ;w; ok cherry will you stop talking about the drama no one knows or cares about- you're making people curious- i'm sorry i can't talk about this without talking about that (slfkghd that makes no sense xDD) but anyways- let's do what you're supposed to do in an art project and TALK ABOUT ART, shall we? :D i made a lily redraw from a long time ago, a slightly less long time ago- like last month- but honestly the new one is still really bad so i deleted that- i feel like i should just do this for everyone i know at this point, i feel bad only doing a few- slfkh xD i think i redraw the same people over and over and over and never branch out. i should probably draw some new people- ok this isn't art related at all WOULD YOU TALK ABOUT ART PLEASE CHERRY THANK YOU ok. so. ART. please yell at me if i change the subject again. i think the new one is so much better. obviously i have a long way to go but it actually looks slightly pleasing to look at unlike- the terrible old one xD old one: i guess the hoodie on the first one looks okay but there's a weird indent under the arm? and i get what i was going for with the pose but it looks really unnatural and weird. the left side of the hair is just... floating in space o.O and also the eyes. i don't want to look at the eyes- they just- new version: ok so i tried /another/ new art style here- i promise i'll choose one and keep it soon, i'm just not satisfied yet xD i think the hair is a little too tall and bushy, and the braids look a little bit stiff. the shading on the sweater- i didn't want to draw anymoreeee and it looks weird i know, but- xD the eyes look better than the original at least- i'm still working on thatttt i tried not to do any blending or things like that because i feel like it ends up just looking like a mess when i do, and it went... ehHHHHhhh okay? xDD idk, tell me which one you like best: my style here, my style on rosie, or my style on bakie's gift- i can't choosee ;u; they all look weird in different ways ahaha. but anyways yay i actually talked about art for a little bit :D rAnDoM uPdAtEs i'm going to be trying to post as much as possible going forward- probably like one project every few days-week. music exams are overrrrr c: the music is 'cheer up' by twice- yes this is my official reveal that i /casually enjoy/ kpop music, my bias is mina and i don't want to get fully dragged into the fandom :D also i was tired of lofi music and i'm sure you guys are too- and the code for zoom is by . character by , art by me also if you go in the project there's the original version of the new one without a ton of stuff overlayed on it xDD feel free to use only if you're wave ok no one read all of that. this is swc length. actually i might count it for swc- but anyways i'm sorry for wasting too much of your time if you actually read this xD comment 'wave is a pogtato' if you read this far ... actually some people might do that anyways but ehehehe BYE BEANIES
