There is no proper way to start what I'm about to spew out now so I'll just jump right into it, But first, Hello all So as some of you may know, I am a Scratcher quite obviously, I joined 3 years ago, and around a year and a half ago I joined a roleplay called TFCRP. And about a month ago I got blocked on my original account. Which, Before saying everything, I'll get into that now ahem So me and my friend, Alex (@LOOSERDOOD) have been friends for 4-ish years now?? And basically a month ago we used up too much of our admin warnings and crossed the line with a password sharing-thing But blocking was to be expected, As our other Scratch friend put it, "They made really good content up until 2 weeks ago and then everything they made went downhill" So anyways, I just wanted to give a huge update here and a little bit of an explanation on why I've been "inactive" and probably will continue to be. I'd leave Scratch if it wasn't for TFCRP. To be honest, Both Scratch and TFCRP aren't what they used to be and whenever I log onto Scratch I just feel my soul leave my body. Although, I gotta give Scratch and TFCRP credit for making me the person I am today, I've changed so much due to here, And my artstyle has too, And I've made very incredible friends. I'd leave TFCRP and Scratch all together if it wasn't for my beautiful creation, Brokenrose. Brokenrose I've put so much time into and is by far my favorite OC, And I want her to grow more and live longer but I can't help but feel I can't do that, Mostly because I simply don't want to roleplay anymore. Its not fun anymore. Thats really not fair to Brokenrose as she deserves so much better, And I probably will keep her a year more until she reaches her max age. Because I don't have the heart to kill her off, But she still will deftinally remain as an OC of mine even after her death. Brokenrose is my baby, And I'll definitely still roleplay as her when I can, Especially important ones. But to any of her kits, family, friends, I apologize as I might not have time to roleplay with you guys anymore. But Brokenrose is excused Im pretty sure, And hey! Maybe once its summer my schedule will clear up and I will go back to activeness. But until then, Consider this a large hiatus of mine. I still talk with many of my TFCRP/Scratch friends on a website that Scratch will get mad at me for saying, And they all agree that TFCRP and Scratch are not what they used to be. But if you would like to contact me on that website which I can assume most of you know what it is, My tag is Rosabell And of course I am not going completely inactive. There will be times where you might occasionally see a project pop up whether it be a small animation or just a piece of art I'd like to share with ya'll. And this was a reason I used for another place I left, I joined Scratch in the winter of 6th grade, And I am currently half way through 8th grade, I simply don't have the mindset, time, or energy as I did to run a Scratch account as I did back then. A lot of things have taken up my time recently, School and Friends being one of them. But the main reason Im not active here is...I simply don't want to do it anymore? I had a good run, And if it wasn't for Brokenrose, I'd pack up my stuff. As for TFCRP, Im glad I joined TFCRP because I wouldn’t have so many amazing friends and an amazing character like Brokenrose in my life, but I also am not fond of a lot of people in it, And roleplaying just...Its, not the same? I've given up on it basically. I never thought I would never leave but now I can’t wait to leave just go inactive on scratch because its not the same. I had fun when Brokenrose was around 1-40 moons, But now like,, No lmao, I much prefer roleplaying important roleplays and writing AUs about her and drawing her, Mostly happy with her mate Azrael which I owe a special apology to because its taken me like 2 months to finish 1 roleplay with them and I am sorry if I let you or Azrael down It breaks my heart, But nothing here is fun anymore, And to sum up what I am trying to say... Brokenrose and I had a good run here. But please excuse Brokenrose, As consider this is a hiatus...for now. I'll come up again with another update around the beginning of summer, To let you guys know if I'll try to pick up my activity or my long hiatus will remain until I get the heart enough to begin Brokenrose's death roleplay (Which her death has been planned since like,, April lmao, Back when I wanted to kill her off for real for awhile) And like I said, There may be an animation or art piece from me pop up here and there, Since I do like to show off art and OCs I am proud of, But until then, Me and Brokenrose are going to clock out for awhile. But thqnk you to every single person that I've met here on Scratch, You've made me the person I am today. Most of them I am still in contact with on that website heh. Other then that, Bye ya'll :)
