so i feel like i need to be active but like uh the first year of high school is always like bam your dead. um also i feel like an issue i need to discuss is that i went through an awful lot of uh *ahem* poop last year and i thought scratch would make me feel better but instead it made me feel... somewhat worse. a lot of people copied me and are still copying me and its like spiralling out of control or smth and i hate my drawings because everyone else was like oh yeah my drawings are so good and i would be like ew my drawings look bad and then i would question my existence. so uh yesh thanks for listening to my rants