I mean I've been messing up pretty badly lately but y'know I never completely lost the trust of literally everyone I know right? No. You can all celebrate when I'm gone, that I'm not ruining the world. Putting false hopes up. Wasting time. Waisting resources. I don't even care anymore. Regardless I'm going to end up in the gutter whether it's now or 30 years from now If I'm lucky. So why not now and just end it? This is the time asking for help no one even cares. Lying is just my demise but it's all I know, and it faakin hurts But I continue it all for nothing Why? Fun Some Nights
