hey sisterz so here's an update on me. mental health was down the drain for like what- 3 months on and off? ya it all started from a song album that im not gonna reccomend to you guys. but in that time i created a comfort/vent sona. i havent named her, and ive never colored her before because like i said she's a vent character, so i only draw her to get the emotion im feeling out there. anyways, you can kinda see how i went from a more detailed style to the simpler one and i blame it on my mental health being problematic and resulting in me not being able to think clearly. so im gonna try to get back into my studies. but i also found my comfort band, radiohead. the song thats playing in the background is the one i've most recently been relating to. what is wrong with my health? well im glad you asked. im having issues with my anxiety. like im not gonna go into detail because this is a kids site- but yea. and then built up stress and overthinking a lot of things. which doesnt mix well all together and has resulted in me being super problematic for like 2 weeks straight. crying myself to sleep every night. and then be fine for a week only to go back the next week. i also am not gonna leave covid out of this. i blame a lot of my current issues on covid. i havent seen my friends since last summer and haven't been to school since february 2020. i cant remember the last time ive been to a public area because thats how isolated i am. and when i went to a public area i felt alienated because i couldnt remember how to talk to people at all. and thats not usually me. i havent been eating all too much recently, i've lost 5 pounds due to me only eating one meal a day even though my weight was fine. the only thing keeping me going is my wonderful online friends. which is why im excited for highschool because ill be able to interract with people again, and maybe relearn to be normal as i'm writing this i can feel the anxiety coming back- like the pressure on my chest. so thats fun. anyways dont worry about me, i'll be fine- just wanted to vent and keep u updated.
song- no surprises by radiohead art- @dhans
