It's been so long : I don't know what I was thinking Leaving my child behind Now I suffer the curse Knowing now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness Coming to haunt me forever I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river Is this revenge I am seeking Or seeking someone to avenge me? Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free Maybe I should chase and find Before they'll try to stop it It won't be long before I'll become a puppet It's been so long Since I last have seen my son Lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song So I could ponder The sanity of your mother I wish I lived in the present With the gift of my past mistakes But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes Your sweet little eyes Your little smile, is all I remember Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper Justification is killing me But killing isn't justified What happened to my son, I'm terrified It lingers in my mind And the thought keeps on getting bigger I'm sorry my sweet baby I wish I've been there It's been so long Since I last have seen my son Lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song So I could ponder The sanity of your mother I got no time : I got no time I got no time to live I got no time to live And I can't say goodbye And I'm regretting having memories Of my friends who they used to be Beside me before they left me to die And I know this is I know this is the truth 'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times These scary monsters roaming in the halls I wish I could just block the doors And stay in bed until the clock will chime So my flashlight's on, and stay up 'til dawn I got this headache and my life's on the line I felt like I won, but I wasn't done The nightmare repeats itself every time Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine I have this urge I have this urge to kill I have this urge to kill and show that I'm alive I'm getting sick from these apologies From people with priorities That their life matters so much more than mine But I'm stuttering I'm stuttering again No one will listen and no one will understand Because I'm crying as much as I speak 'Cause no one likes me when I shriek Want to go back to when it all began So my flashlight's on, and stay up 'til dawn I got this headache and my life's on the line I felt like I won, but I wasn't done The nightmare repeats itself every time Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine
credit to the creators of the character and music and credits to -sub animations- for the original project
