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I know. The art is unrelated. I want to write about shadeton, but it's hopeless. I want to make scratch projects, but then realise: they're terrible. I have these people watching me It always feels so, anyway I feel like people expect stuff from me. And I disappoint. Apologies. I suppose. But sometimes I question why I haven't left yet. Maybe I'll share something on my secret account, which is just as obvious as Witanwood was when I started it. I... really don't know what to do with myself. Nobody will see this, or if they do, they'll say "this is april fools. haha, very funny Matt." then look away. ... this is no joke. I just can't right now ... Shadeton, it's been with me for almost 2 years now. I think Scorpion has turned 2 years now or about 2 years soon. But... What have I done in that time other than pile on character after character? I don't want to stop. I just can't drop it. I wish I could, but every time I just cry. I wish I could start, too. I want to start with Clint or Michaela but... The characters are bad. I know that. I'm too attached to many. I'm too attached to Crow and Clint and Seth and Michaela and Jenna and everyone! ... I'm just waffling. But like... I really want to get things out. I really want to make progress but at the same time drop it. Well See you whenever. Dellifa, signing off.
