Well. The picture I drew was “irl me” yes. I look very feminine though I use they/them pronouns. And uhhh well I might leave scratch.. I am going to miss all of you. Especially @yashironen3. Really. I love you a lot. Like fr. :( but I may not leave scratch if my life starts to clear up. So basically your prolly asking “nooo why are u leaving?” Bc I’m so stressed rn. My family calls me weird because of the most SMALLEST things., because I’m a “f@*g0t”, because of the music I listen to, because of my lgbtq friends, because of.. basically I’m “weird” just for being myself. And I am trying my best to be a so-called “normal human being” and I feel like it shouldn’t be this hard. So I’m taking a break. :( and aha. Well. Apparently my mother got mad at me because I was searching about that guy on tiktok that sh0+ himself live. Just cause I was curious. I heard the story before. I just wanted to see for myself. and guess what. I’m grounded for 3 months. Mom why. Okay 1st of all. The pictures were blurred, 2nd, I couldn’t find a video of it anyways 3rd, why are you looking through my phone. Wether your my mother or not that’s still my personal item. It’s not like I snoop around your phone. And yeah. So ive been hella stressed. And people trying to cheer me up isn’t working anymore. And I feel like I’m always asking for too much. I don’t want this anymore. ElyOtto- SugarCrash (+1 Slowed) Why wasn’t I born normal. I just want a simple life. I hate myself :( it saddens me that I’m actually acknowledging that.. I’m so sleep deprived.
