HAH i bet you thought this was something sad, nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just, i-, uhm i guess this is something sad.. ( scroll down ) , i want to continue scratch, but lately: - i can't really keep in contact with friends and they grow distent - i'm on an art block - i'm not so motivated anymore - i can't change my art style and i'm getting bored of it - i'm not creative and i can't draw new oc's no matter how hard i try - my friends irl, well uh, my 6y old friend and i 'disconnetced' my two bff's and i aren't in contact, i'm kinda forgetting them, my other bff ( boy forever friend ) are becoming distint because of covid, my bh ( best homie, she lives in maine ) don't text or call anymore - all i ever do now is sit around and binge watch anime ( no offense i love doing this ) or go on my chrome book and go to scratch and all i ever do when i'm on scratch is reply to comments, try to draw or listen to music and cry. - i'm going to stay until end of spring break and see if i find my motivation and move on, if not i'm leaving for a month i home you unsderstand ^^" Art: me Oc: not an oc, me irl except without bosems Songs: Isabella's lullaby - TPN ( the promised neverland ) ENGLISH | My R Cover わたしのアール【Hikaru】 Little Miss perfect - taylor louderman Thanks for the memories - fall out boy Wish you were gay - Billie eilish
