why im not posting anymore [ update ] ok- im just gonna get right into this. some of you have probably noticed that i never post anymore. well, there are a few reasons why. reason number 1: ive been trying to focus on school a lot more. tbh for the last few weeks, ive been really careless and i havent been turning in any assignments or doing any of my work. i want to fix that, so from now on im going to work harder to get better grades and turn in ALL of my assignments. reason number 2: i can't post on my tablet anymore. whenever i would post any projects that include any of my drawings or my voice, i used my tablet. well now i can't do that anymore because my mom removed google. so yEah. the only way i can access scratch now is through my little brothers computer. reason number 3: ive pretty much lost all of my motivation. for some reason it seems like everything i do now is a chore, and i hate it. most of the time i just want to give up. there are a few other reasons, but i dont want to waste your time. i feel really bad because im about to hit 130+ followers and i haven't even done anything for yall. i dont deserve you guys, but thanks anyways. im sorry if i let you guys down. ily and stay safe <33 ... im tired. ive been experiencing severe depersonalization almost everyday. and my thanatophobia/apeirophobia has also been getting really bad.
the only things that keep me going these days are my friends and htf/invader zim animation memes- special thanks to these people for not forgetting about my existence <33: @FellowFlightlessBirb @veraniamcd @qiddo @donethat03 (you guys are the best ^^) ..oh and one more thing- im not gonna be that active on scratch anymore. im mostly gonna be on roblox. srry.
