I.. I $e!f h@7m... If you don’t know what that is, you don’t need to. But for those of you who do know... I’m ok, I promise. I cut on my wrist, leg, ankle, shoulder, and chest. And I burned myself on my arm and stomach.. I have depression, anxiety, anger issues, bipolar disorder adhd, ptsd, imposter syndrome, and insomnia. I go to bed at 4 to 5 in the morning and get up at 7. My mental health is slowly going down. And I have to put this mask on every day.. when I cut or burn though, I feel in control. Like this pain in my souls is so heavy, but I can’t see it.. so making physical wounds shows me that it’s not just in my head. This is a very addictive and unhealthy thing to do though, so I have turned to art instead, and it gives me the same feeling. I have been clean for over a month now. And hearing supportive things from you guys every day is helping me a lot <33 I know I will get through this rough patch in my life. But I just wanted to come clean to you guys, you are amazing. Stay chill my dudes <333
