i have no medicine. no therapy i cant tell my own shadow from my own feet anymore. i quite frankly have no friends. people say i should open my eyes, but...you don’t understand, i have severe trust issues, i cant just make friends as easy as everyone else. i dont really have a choice. my trust issues didn’t use to be this bad but, till here recently when several people broke extremely serious promises to me, i just...i cant. i have 2-4 panic attacks each and every day. i hallucinate dead people, but now i hallucinate everything. sorry, I’m taking a hiatus.
